Your eyes are the only stars I want to see

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 19:51:52 GMT

I GOT MY ACCEPTANCE LETTER TO FORDHAM TODAY!!!
I'M SO EXCITED!
if you didn't know, Fordham is my #1 school.
followed closely by Saint Joseph's, but still #1 nonetheless.
AND I'M SO HAPPY! :D
life is amazing.

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 01:04:16 GMT

so here's my newly changed schedule:
1st semester
abnormal psych -fitz / web page design- stephens [yeah, random haha]
gt calc- garrott
spanish 5/6- rosenfeld
gy physics- ford

2nd semester
us hist honors- harrison
ap calc- garrott
ap english- o'dell
photo 3/4- dove

A LUNCH ALL YEAR.

tell me if you have any classes with me :]

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 22:14:00 GMT

hello worst fucking day of my life.
so basically, i hate people.
and i hate boys.
fuck them all.

i'm yours and suddenly you're mine and it's brighter than sunshine.

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 17:09:03 GMT

life's amazing.
1. i have an amazing boyfriend. :]
2. i started work yesterday, and i actually like it.
3. it's summer.
4. no school.
5. staying up late and sleeping in.
and
6. IT'S SUMMER.
the end. :]

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 18:19:25 GMT

i got my schedule today
here it is:
First Semester:
1) Nutrition & Foods
2) World History GT
3) Chem. GT
4) Pre Calc GT

Second Semester:
1) Spanish 4
2) English 10 GT
3) Photo 1/ Photo 2
4) Pre Calc GT

who has classes with me? =]

Sat, 21 May 2005 19:53:57 GMT

haha i've definately done that before =D

Sat, 21 May 2005 02:26:40 GMT

tonight was fun. i saw star wars with my family, scott, and mal. =] it was good

and we were taking pictures on the ride home =D so here they are

aw ♥

hottness

♥

haha i love this one =]

hehehe =D

beautiful mal <3

gangstaaa

and again

camel & buffalo ♥ this makes me laugh =]

laughing

PEACE! =]

niiice =]

hahaha the beginning of mine and sam's handshake =D britt made it up

Fri, 20 May 2005 19:37:05 GMT

first of all.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICAH! ♥

so today was really good. =D
gym- VOLLEYBALL! haha it was the best... me, andrea, and megan kept going for the ball at the same time and running into each other =] it was great
english- we got to sit where ever we wanted. and during our quiz, my phone went off because i forgot to put it on vibrate. oops. so we were taking a quiz and it was all quiet, then you hear "you and i collide" yep, mr kimball was glaring at me after that
math- andrea sat next to me and mrs greenwalt didn't notice. so it was like the good old days in math =] meaning we laughed the whole time =D
tech- prettttty dumb, but we started a new project. and during class i went up to micah's guitar class and he came out and we walked around for a little and talked =] it was fun
then came home, and i might see star wars tonight with my family and mal if my mom lets me bring her.
and this weekend, i don't know what i'm doing. plans anyone?

Thu, 19 May 2005 21:09:41 GMT

new picture on the user info. page
check it out and tell me what you think♥

Thu, 19 May 2005 20:55:54 GMT

well, today was a lot better than the past 2 days have been [see entries below]. i'd say it was pretty good =]
gym: andrea's my tennis partner. and we're beast. and won all our games today =D and had fun. "DEUCE!!!!!!!" haha i love her
english: DEBATE! i thought it was a lot of fun. especially the rebuttle part. i love debates =]
math: new seats =[ my seat isn't that bad. i sit next to laura. but i miss andrea and laughing with her all class =[
tech: yeah, boring as usual. but COURTNEEEY wrote me a lovely note ♥
theen came home. NO ENGLISH HOMEWORK FOR ONCE [but then again, i'm not doing my outline by tomorrow] so i have time to relax. and no more stressing out.
so i did all my homework [i'm done before 5! yessss!] and went running with britt. it was nice. i like running when i feel like it =]
and tonight...THE OC!!!!!♥♥♥
season finaleeeee =D
and tomorrow, is friday. and micah's birthday =D and this weekend, should be fun if the plans work out =D

Thu, 19 May 2005 01:51:34 GMT

Badonkadonk329: kelly utz lutz......reading ur pro depresses me...cheer up ....I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!:-D

I LOVE THIS GIRL!!! SO MUCH!!! =D ♥

warning: this is not a "feel good" entry.

Wed, 18 May 2005 22:17:25 GMT

and today sucked. meaning i'm in another bad mood. like last night. and last night was just, not good at all. it's never good when you cry for no reason.
gym: tennis. it's boring when no one knows what they're doing and mrs. c makes my group sit out every class. >:-o
english: romeo and juliet. this is getting old.
geometry: new seats friday. i hate math, and i'll hate it more with new seats, especially if it's greg's seating chart >:-o
tech: gay presentations and some movie. so i attempted to sleep. i hate that class too.
and then i came home to tons of homework, none of which i'll finish by tomorrow. so i'm screwed. and i was going to go to the varsity girl's lax game, but no, nothing's been going right today. and i have to go to my brother's gay njhs induction ceremony. definately not looking forward to that.

time to vent: i really just can't stand some things/people lately. for one, school. summer needs to come faster. and as for people, i just see too much of some people lately or some are just annoying. or maybe i just get annoyed easily right now. either way, i've been annoyed a lot lately and i hate it. ugh. i need a break from some people. now. maybe i should run away for a few days. sounds good to me.
and yet again, i feel like crying for no reason. i don't even know what's wrong. i hate this. so much.
asdjghsaklfhas. leave love?

Wed, 18 May 2005 01:00:55 GMT

today was uh, pretty boring.
gym: tennis, it was okay. we haven't started games though.
english: romeo and juliet =] i love ittttt
geometry: apparantly, greg made a new seating chart. and you know what? i hate greg. my seat sucks, so these better not be our seats. he's so gay and thinks he's so funny and he's just gay. end of story.
lunch: i don't even like lunch anymore. i used to look forward to it but now it's just boring. i miss last year's lunch.
tech: it's one of those classes where all i think is "this is worthless. why am i even here?" we presented today. yeah, boring.

then i came home and did nothing. then art. it was okay. i don't like my painting. but hey, i never like them in the beginning.

i just want summer to come, and school to be over. i'm sick of doing work and it's not like i'll use most of this in life. whatever.
yeah, today wasn't too good.

Mon, 16 May 2005 19:26:57 GMT

pictureeeeeees from friday... mal has more, so they're coming soon =]

courtneeeey

nice faces

hotttttttt

we're cool =]

aw <3 me, mal, megan, courtney

and again... with britt

mal and sam upside down <3

me and sam doing our handshake... and me dying of laughter

the ennnnnd

megan and mal's handshake

annnd the end

♥♥♥

Sun, 15 May 2005 22:12:14 GMT

new icon. =D
this weekend was fun.
friday- me and mal walked over to courtneys, met her halfway. then sam, megan, and britt came over. and we hung out, took pictures, ate, made up handshakes [oh, they were hott. especially the beginning of mine and sams ;) ], jumped on the trampoline, and planned stuff ;] it was a lot of fun. i love you guuuuys <3
saturday- went to watch mal's softball game with sam. britt and megan were playing because they didn't have enough people =-o it was pretty funny... so we all went back to mal's house for a little, ate some lunch, took some more pictures, and then walked to opies. courtney met us on the way and walked. sooo we got there, got our food, saw andrea, kendall, and lia and walked back. we all went to our own houses becauuuse we had to get ready to go shopping =] while i was home, it started to thunder and lightning =D and if you know me AT ALL, you know i LOVE thunderstorms so i was in heaven. then me, mal, megan, sam, britt and courtney went to longgate and shopped. and it was pouring, so we ran from store to store in the rain. i loved it =] and i bought 2 new bras [oh baby.], some hair ties, a magazine, and the new fall out boy CD =D! it was very fun <3 so then we came home. and i listened to music and slept
todayyy- got confirmed with nicole and courtney! it wasn't bad, it was actually pretty fun. we had breakfast with the session then walked around until church started, so me and nicoel were singing old vacation bible school songs from 2nd grade. it was awesome. then dayton came, and we went to church, played hangman during the sermon, and then went up to be confirmed. and it was funny, because when we were kneeling, nicole hit her elbow on this table behind us and then mrs. dorothy kept getting our crosses stuck on our heads and it got stuck on courtney's nose and it looked really funny so me and nicole couldn't stop laughing =D and we are now official adult members of CPC. yessss. so then i came home, and was lazy for the rest of the day basically. and now i'm doing homework.
annnnd when mal/sam/britt put pictures of this weekend on their webshots, i'll put them on here =D

Thu, 12 May 2005 23:56:50 GMT

it's been 2 days since i've last updated.
so i guess i should tell you about yesterday.
it was okay i guess.
gym- volleyball. i was a beast lol. it was fun.
english- romeo and juliet =]
geometry- test, meaning c lunch. it was okay.
tech- barges
then i came home on the bus. it was weird. i miss softball =[
so me, mal, and britt ran to opie's, got snowballs, called andrea and told her to come down, and hung out with her for a while, walked home
then i had to babysit until 930. but i made $20 so it's all good.

and today was okay too.
i had to get ready in 5 minutes this morning because i overslept and woke up at 6:55, which is when i'm supposed to leave for the bus stop, so i left at 7.
gym- badminton, i'm sick of it already =/
english- more romeo and juliet =]
geometry- started some unit on trig? and doug thinks he could beat me and andrea in field hockey and volleyball. pshhhh whatever. =]
tech- last day of our barges. KEL SQUARED! <3 and me and courtney couldn't stop laughing at the end, i don't even know why <3 i love herrrr and ricky and alex were making fun of us. losers.
then came home on the bus, and went to the art show with mal. emmarie and andrea were there so we hung out with them then came back home. and the oc is on in 5 minutes! <3 =D
and tomorrow's friday. and we might do something? i don't know.

Wed, 11 May 2005 00:38:48 GMT

this is how we do [<3!!!!!!!!!!]

Wed, 11 May 2005 00:20:46 GMT

today sucked. school sucked. softball even sucked. because it was our last game and we lost by 1. 12-11. against perry hall, who we should have beat. but i hit a triple so that was good. but we all just messed up in the beginning of the game. it was a good comeback though.

edit!
i feel better now. because courtney ran over. and we jumped on the trampoline and talked. =]i don't see her enough anymore. =[

Tue, 10 May 2005 01:27:24 GMT

today was undoubtedly one of the best days ever.
school was normal
thne softball game vs. eastern tech. we won 23-12 =D and i hit a homerun!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D i was so happy! and i played well in the field. and stacie said i'm her hero ♥ and our team just played awesome. perry hall here we come. and we get to leave school at 1:15 to go there =] and the ride home was awesome. because i love our team. ♥
and now i'm watching 24, one of my favorite shows of all time.
nothing can ruin this good mood. the end. ♥

Mon, 09 May 2005 00:34:01 GMT

this pissed me off. so i'm writing about it. so there's this site [ www.bonsaikitten.com ] and this japanese guy puts kittens in cubes and sells them. and people are like "i want one in a star shape!" HOW DISGUSTING IS THAT?!?! fucking retards!!! goddd it makes me so mad. and the kittens, they're alive in the cube. and there's an email to petition the site. so tell me if you want it. so it can be shut down.

Sun, 08 May 2005 23:10:04 GMT

♥♥♥
ha! i just learned how to do that. =]

Sun, 08 May 2005 21:19:58 GMT

Smile when you're sad. Laugh when you want to break down and cry. Dance when you don't want to move. Hug someone you're not close to. Sing in the shower. Run through the sprinklers. Play in the rain. Spin around in circles and fall because you're so dizzy. Give to the needy. Eat junk food. Have sleep overs with friends even when you're older and stay up all night talking about the good times. Love the ones who hurt you. Tell someone off. Take chances. Live life.
i really like that quote.
so today is completely worthless. church then holy hike then home. then grandparents came over and now homework. worthless.
oh and, happy mother's day.

Sun, 08 May 2005 20:31:04 GMT

SOFTBALL PICTURES! <3333 those are some hott pictures. so go and look. =]

Sat, 07 May 2005 22:59:28 GMT

and boredom= survey =D

PART ONE: YOU and your life

1. Were any other names considered for you at birth? samantha and taylor i think

2. What was the day, date and time for your birth? september 4, 1990 at 2:34 pm i think?
3. So how old will you be this year? 15

4. Where do you dwell? [Where are you from, lol] maryland

5. What is your astrological sign? virgo

6. Do you check your horoscopes regularly, and do you believe in them? i check them in magazines when i get one. and i guess i believe in them for the most part
7. What are your typical [starsign] qualities? idk

8. Who are you compatible with? taurus and maybe leo?

9. What kind of house do you live in? a normal house?

10. What’s the name of your street/close/road? a place in catonsville

11. Who do you live with? my parents and my sister.

12. What rooms are in your house? 3 bedrooms, 2.5 bathrooms...a living room, a dining room, laundry room, kitchen, computer room
13. Where is your room? upstairs

14. How is it decorated? it's light blue and dark blue and i have lots of posters/a hottie wall

15. Did you decorate it yourself? yeah, my mom and robin b helped paint though

16. What kind of furniture do you have? dresser, nightstand, bed, bookcase not used for book

17. Did you set out to decorate it with a certain look? not really

18. Do you have posters on the walls? yeah and a hottie wall

19. What is your calendar this year [if you have one?] orlando bloom

20. Are your parents still together? yes

21. So what kind of person are you, in the good ways? uhh most of the time i'm nice and i guess i'm pretty smart. and some people say i'm funny at times and fun to be around

22. And in the bad ways? im impatient. and i procrastinate too much. and im shy at times.

23. In what ways do you annoy people? uh, idk?

24. What are your strengths? well... i dont really know

25. What are your weaknesses? essays, being brave at times, being confident

26. Are you easily depressed? sometimes

27. What makes you depressed? sad things

28. Are you easily paranoid? haha sometimes

29. What is your current mood? tired from team sleepover[<3].

30. Who are your close friends? i have abouuuut 10 or 11 close friends i believe and they should know who they are

31. Who are your favorite friends to talk with when you are upset? it depends why i'm upset but in general, any of the C.L.A.K.A. crackas <3, britt or emmarie

32. Who do you share most in common with? courtney or emmarie i think

33. Do you have a journal/diary? yup.

PART TWO: APPEARANCES

1. Insert a picture of yourself here: i dont have one

2. How important is the way you look to you? pretty important but some days i just don't care.

3. How self-conscious are you when it comes to your appearance? pretty self-concious.

4. How tall/short are you? 5'7" i think

5. What colour hair do you have? blondish-brown. it gets lighter in the summer

6. Is it dyed? i used sun-in a couple years ago if that counts

7. If so, what is your natural hair color? blondish-brown

8. How long is it? shoulder length, but i think i'm getting it cut soon.

9. Are you growing it? no.

10. What would you call your body shape? uh, average?

11. Are you happy with it? sometimes

12. What color eyes do you have? green

13. How do you dress, and why? depends how i feel... either sporty or just casually i guess

14. How long ago did you start dressing this way? i dunno

15. Do your friends dress similarly to you? yeah

16. How is the way you dress reflective of your personality? it shows how i feel

17. What parts of your appearance do people compliment? jess told me my teeth were pretty lol and my hair sometimes

18. What parts of your appearance do people insult? idk. no one insults my appearance to my face.

PART THREE: HOBBIES

1. What do you do for a living? school and friends basically.

2. Are you happy with what you do? considering i don't have a job yet...

3. What are your hobbies: being with friends, art, sports [softball, field hockey and lax, even though i don't play lax], having fun
4. Name everything you love: too much to list

5. Name everything you hate: snobs, when people brag, cracking knuckles, fake people, annoying people, people who try to be someone they're not to be cool, people being bitches, when people won't shut up and some more things i can't think of right now.

6. What kind of people do you love: people who can make me smile/laugh and are nice and fun to be around

7. What kind of people do you hate: annoying people, bitches, fakes.

PART FOUR: LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS, ETC

1. Seeing anybody right now? nope

2. The obvious question: Straight/bi/gay: straight

3. Do you have crushes: yeah.

4. If so, do you like them for their personality, or for their appearance? both but mostly personality.

5. Celebrity crushes: orlando bloom, laim aiken, others.

6. Ever been in love? i don't know

7. Are you now? i dont know

8. How confident are you when it comes to relationships? i don't know

9. Do you know of anybody who likes you? megan thinks roni likes me and courtney thinks people in tech like me... ew

10. What would be most important to you in a relationship? trust, being comfortable around each other

11. Your ideal guy/girl personality: nice, funny, fun to be around, romantic, you know, the usual

12. Your ideal guy/girl, appearance: i don't really have an "ideal" guy... just as tall/taller than me

13. What’s more important to you, appearance or personality? personality

14. What are your turn ons: making me laugh, being competitive, smelling nice, being athletic, his laugh/smile/smiling a lot

15. Turn offs: trying to be someone he's not, smoking

16. Fetishes: eyes, smile

17. What would you rule out in relationships: idk

18. What kind of things would you like to share in common? taste in music, sense of humor, some friends, sports

19. Does any particular dress sense turn you on? polo shirt, khaki pants/shorts, tennis shoes

20. Do you remember your first boyfriend/girlfriend? of course

21. The most romantic songs you can think of? the one from titanic

22. The sexiest bands? ...?

23. The sexiest singing voices? idk?

PART FIVE: MOVIES, TV etc

1. What are your favorite movies? the notebook, harry potter, the day after tomorrow, lord of the rings

2. What kind of movies do you love to watch, and why? romanic movies and scary movies and funny movies because i like them

3. What kind of movies DON’T you watch, and why? stupid movies because they're worthless

4. Favorite actors: orlando bloom, daniel radcliffe, jake gyllenhaal, laim aiken, more

5. Favorite actresses: kate bosworth, natalie portman

6. Most romantic movie you’ve seen and one of your favorites: the notebook

7. The saddest movie you’ve seen: the fox and the hound. it made me cry.

8. If you could have starred in any of your favorite movies, which one would it be, why, and what character would you have played? harry potter! because he's hott. and i'd be hermione because they're best friends

9. If you could take any song and place it in a movie, what song and movie would it be? umm i dont know

10. TV Shows you watch: 24, american dreams, the oc, monk, whatevers on

11. Cartoons you watch: i don't really like cartoons

PART SIX: THE END

1. So, how was it? long

2. Did you enjoy it? i guess

3. What’s the time now? 6:58 p.m.

4. What was your favorite section? i don't know.

5. Any last words? no

~~and tonight i think we might do pizza and a movie at someone's house? who knows.~~ and as always, our plans don't work out.

Sat, 07 May 2005 18:02:15 GMT

so the team sleepover last night was awesome. and i won't go into detail because you had to be there to know how fun it was. so here's a short version of what we did: jump on the trampoline, eat, go back on the trampoline, talk for a while about lots of stuff, eat, play DDR/ping pong/sing/dance, watch a league of their own, eat, go back out on the trampoline in the dark [best time to go on], run around outside ;], trampoline, fall asleep while watching the sandlot, wake up, eat, sing some more, trampoline, MASH, and once mal puts pictures on her webshots, i'll probably put them on here. so you'll get to see our awesome night =] I LOVE YOU GUYS! <3!!!

annnd today emmarie's coming over and we're going to walk to opies, maybe with britt, maybe meet andrea and people

and now i'm really tired. because that's what 5 hours of sleep does to you. =]